i SWEAR

i swear this will be my last time 

last time to get drunk

i love drinking

love to drink with friends and relatives

because just relax and fun

i hate to use alcoholic drink 

to let me forget all the unhappiness temporary

i hate 一口气 finish all the beer 

it so s.u.c.k.sss

before, i choose alcoholic to let me have a nice sleep

to let me forget those damn fucking things

stop let me crying on the bed

but today afternoon

while i woke up with a drunk and unwell body

i felt that i so stupid

why i need to suffer lots just because of him

is he worth to let me do until like that?

NO

i dun wan anymore..

although it a good way to forget abt it

but just temporary

i still have to face it after wake up

i love to drink 

but in a good mood

in a lovely place with my lovely friends and family

and not use it and let me get drunk purposely

i swear this is the last time i get drunk

i wont do it anymore

i want to have a healthy body with a healthy mind