Dun let me lost my way again X_x

recently really not so happy

lots of bad things happened 

my studies getting worse and worse

i cant control my emotion 

if i not good mood or angry, i really cant focus on my studies

so.. my tests all just PASSED 

my high distinction, my good result 

getting far and far away from me

money problem..

half of the month, already spend rm 1500

just paid for car repair and rental

somemore lost rm300 ><

all my pocket money gone because of this stupid shit things ><

money.. money.. 

once i want to start saving, u abandoned me T_T

love

i know dear did lots of things to me

but i still cant build up trust on you

once you went out with ur frens

u will ignore me, didnt reply my msg and didnt call me

i start worry about you

will you betray me again???

wine

i start looking for you again

clubbing, i try to escape you

but now maybe i will go find you again

now still controlling myself ><