【✖ DIE ✖】

今天 早上开心

下午 心情还好

傍晚 开始不开心 伤心 哭

我很懒惰在这说

这篇可能是我最后篇网志了

因为 写网志 又再一次被受限制

FREEDOM CSPACE

actually stands for free to talk, free to write

because here is christine space

现在不是了

它可能变成挨骂的起源

我累了。。

我不想重复发泄 写同样的东西

我说的话 你都当SHIT

think those are lies

so what i gonna to say?

how much i said, how much i wan to explain

you also tot that all my excuses

that all.. u tired to say, i tired to tell

all FINE..

those who wan to believe me

love me

stand by my side

i will be friend with you

vice versa

those who force me

angry at me unreasonably

think those my words are shit

i will try to be left you as far as i can

i wil try to escape from you

i will try all my best, all what i can do to left you

how far i can left

maybe i will quietly go to somewhere that i not familiar

start a new life by myself

i 20th already

is enough for me to survive by myself

i still got brain, leg and hands..

if this way cant work out

i will left you more far away

go to some where that i wont come back anymore

but before that, maybe i need to suffer the pain

never got this idea in my mind

this is the 1st one..

although some one ask me to clear this out of my mind

but a bit hard to totally clear it out

i cant stand anymore..

which way i will take??

1st or 2nd???

or others way that i hvnt think yet...

tired of my mind

physically and mentally

i wan to get away from these quarrelssss and nonsencesss

but it seem hard for me once i still at kl

go back kl.. i no happy

now go back hometown.. i think i will forget it

i dun like to stay at kuala lumpur

i dun wan to stay at yong peng

i want go some where that i dun noe

there all people dun noe who am i

dun noe who is my parent who is my aunties who is my fren

i wan start a new life

block all those people i hate much

from facebook , from my blog, msn

once you can view this, you  are still under my favorite list