✖ STEP BACK ✖

today as normal..
revised my CF~~~

tonight, tot maybe a special nite for us
but i spoilt it..
i admit when i see those pictures, i not feel good at it
i heard what u explain, know that it not your faults
i cant angry at you
but, i cant control..

it let me think about before
something about gals too~ something i care before
i know i should forget about it
but i cant..
just step forward a bit to you, didn't push you much as before
i tot i can make it and slowly step more forward to you
but once those things appear in my mind
i cant make it anymore..
so i immediately take a step back, back to the original..
~protect myself~

i no dare to step forward to you..
although know maybe u wont hurt me anymore
but, i still cant get the trust, safety from you..
so.. back to original 1st.. back to myself alone
dun think too much of it..

focus on studies
concentrate on my revision
these all what should i do!!!

tomorrow test, hope i can get full mark on it!!