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last night still cant slept well

although i can closed my eyes properly, but my mind..

this morning, woke up and went back home~~
took bath and went to college
today, chat quite long time with shy leoi at lunch box
coz we waited for the rain to stop^^
lots of things share with her
nice chat ~~

i know what you worry about my happiness
those your worries also same as me too
i wont so stupid again let myself made the same things again and again
this time really is the time to see all these things clearly
look through it thoroughly and understand it
whether i should same as now or change myself back to before

after that went to see doctor
for cure my faceT_T
it become more serious since my stress become more and more
worries, troublessss full in my mind
after that went to watch cartoon with siew li^^
1st time we both watch together~
Cloudy With a Chance of Meatballs, 3D
it quite meaningful, 3.5/5 =)

den shopped around and bought one leopard jacket
hehe.. last time i saw it but didnt buy
today, i cant bear anymore >.<

after that went back, took bath and~~~~~
went out again =.= (can see how i dun want to stay at lv??)
SS2~甜品哥哥
but i still prefer my favourite one... 记得食
finished my dessert and plan to watch movie again~~
coz nothing to do.. no place to go..

so went to pyramid and watch movie again
this time watched Inglourious Basterds
it quite long.. almost 3 hours
and we came in late =.= so didnt watch some part
but overall it quite nice, just too looooooooong~~~

went back and blogging now
tommorrow still got interview for exchange student @_@
faster go to sleep ba..

why u keep want to look at my blog?
care of me??? why dun find me directly??
face problem? or u still think u are right and i am the wrong one??
this time, i really tired and exhausted
my final coming soon, i should focus on it
i dun want to get any interruption anymore
so~ i wont bring u any stress and troubles
please dun bring me any worries and stress too

i told myself, dun be so stupid
dun be keep waiting there alone
dun be keep hoping alone
this relationship, this love,
i already try my best to make it perfect
did lots for you, change myself be better for you
but those still cant make our love be better

so.. stop ask me those stupid question
i still holding those hopes??
yes, i admit. i still hopes.
but i will put them away as far as i can
i scare of lots of unhappiness happen again and again
i really fucking enough of those things
u also know how exhausted it was
u also know how suffer when those happened


this time, really need to think properly
are you still worth me to do those things like before
will you change those things i dun like for me?
can you do all i want for me??
can you?? will you?? do you??

and how about myself
am i still got energy to suffer those unhappiness when it happen again?
but my mind told me i cant~
my brain told me now is the most important time for your studies
so... i really cant suffer anymore what you did to me..